LIMBO

I feel like I’m in limbo at the moment. I’m sure a lot of people are feeling something similar as restrictions start to ease off but the threat of another COVID wave is still looming large over any potential plans. However, my main sense of feeling stuck between two stages comes from the fact that in 9 days I’m finishing up at the company I’ve worked at for 8 years.

My plan is to take some time off and figure out what I want to do next; I have tons of ideas and a long to-do list, but I can’t start working on it until I finish up. At the same time, things at work are starting to ease off as another person transitions into my role and I have less responsibilities. So I’m feeling a bit stuck. Leaving is bittersweet, but at this point, I’m getting a bit tired of just thinking about it; I’ve known I was going to leave at the end of June since January, and I’m ready to just get on with it. I don’t know what the next stage of my life will bring, and it’s scary. But I’m ready now to take some time to relax, to sit in the sun, to go for hikes, to volunteer, to drink cider by the canal. I just need COVID-19 to sort itself out in the next 9 days too so that it doesn’t impact my plans when I finish work.

P.S. eyeshadow is Glossier Play :)